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Sunday, April 24, 2011

It's my fault! I'm sorry for lying~ making everything chaotic now.
I know throughout this relationship, I've been apologizing much..and it seemed useless and pointless now. No matter what I say, it's pointless already. But I just wanna apologize for one last time.

I've hurt you more than you hurting me.. and you've probably given up on me already. I remembered the first time we celebrated our 3rd months together at the Japanese village (re ben chun), the buffet(: And also, the first sunflower you gave me(: it was sweet(: I love it(: Thank you baby for giving me the love that I've never had before!

I know I've caused tremendous hurt to baby, and apologizing is what I'm strong at, always! Whenever I did something hurtful to baby, I always apologize. However, that hurt that I've made to baby will never disappear no matter what. And I finally know, a word of apology means NOTHING~ nothing at all. It's just a pure sorry coming out from my mouth, and always repeating the same things over and over again~

Baby honey, I'm not worth crying(: I'm not worth doting on(: I'm not worth your sweet concerns(: I'm not worth all that you have been doing(:
I'm just a normal girl out there..
I'll shut myself out from this world, because all I'll do is to hurt people that I loved deeply. I'd rather hurt myself than seeing people that I loved / loved me, get hurt by me(:

Honey, I think it's time you should stand further away from me, to prevent yourself from getting hurt by me. Good night my love(:



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