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Sunday, May 31, 2009
OH NO! It's gonna be my Chinese "O" level TOMORROW! Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous at all. Thought we were given 2 attempts, but I wished to scores well in the 1st attempt. So I will not have to rack my brain and study chinese AGAIN! LOL! On top of that, I will be able to place my attention more on other subjects that I'm weak at. Need not bother aobut Chinese anymore after tomorrow! YEAH!! GOOD LUCKY TO EVERYONE WHOSE TAKIN "O" LEVEL CHINESE TOMORROW! JIA YOU!
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Monday, May 25, 2009
Oh gosh. Holidays coming. How shall I put it? It's been quite sometime I didn't blog already, wasn't very free now a days. Preparing for this coming "O" level Chinese language paper. Wasn't nervous, neither am I scared, because I have faith in GOD and myself. I know I can do it, means I CAN! Well..having Chinese test papers almost everyday, and seriously speaking, I'm sick and tired of it. But what to do? It's for our own good as to test where our academy lies. And and and, I'm "happy" to announce that I've flunk my Physics test, again. I didn't study but managed to get some points.. LOL! What's studying when I didn't even manage to memorise the formula?? Useless right?..okay, I don't need any replies for this. As I was saying, holidays coming! But I still have to return back to school for extra lessons on the 1st week and the Last. Ohmymy! Planned to go Sentosa for volleyball together with my cliques during the 2nd and 3rd week of the June holidays, Friday perhaps. YEAH! goona get TANNED. I LOVE IT! ~OoOo OoOo~
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Oh gosh! I'm really having a serious running nose now!!! And tomorrow's our school vistarian road run at sengkang park!! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO??? I wanna run, run and get all my troubles out. But I'm having flu, HOW? Gonna reach sengkang park at 7.20am, or maybe earlier. Hope to get top 20 as peckgek say it's easy as there isn't many good runners in sec4/5. So???? gonna TRY!! But hope GOD will bless me through my runs, make me better...hehe(:Gonna meet my girls tomorrow at sengkang LRT at 6.50am..so early right? There goes my beautiful sleep....sad. NVM...running is good..very good. But I mustn't forget to bring my knee guide. If not? I'LL SCREAM IN PAIN!!! lol
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Went Vivo yesterday with Zoe and Peckgek. Reached, and Zoe went to collect her pay at Sentosa ??? where, while Peckgek and I shopped around Vivo. Walked and ate and walked and ate. Trained home around 6 reaching 7 something. The train was so packed that we're like sardines in a tin, but luckily we have sits to sit..*grinning* Reached home around 7 something, and I'm seriously exhausted. Finally remembered having Geography test tomorrow (which is today). So, I studied at the eleventh hour. Went school today and panicked during geography lesson as to memorise all the important points that I'm supposed to. Actually Mdm Lee (Geo teacher) prepared 2 questions of the total points of 16, but most of us only studied for 1. So she allowed us to chose 1 question among 2. So it's either or. Remembered all the points, BUT BUT BUT, it suddenly disappear when the teacher placed the paper on my desk. I was like.....AHHH!!! Nevermind! I'm confident enough that I'll pass the paper!! YAHOO~ Didn't stay back today for studying cause basically, nobody has the mood to. In fact, we planned to go for runs outside (opposite school), but all felt tired. So running was CANCELLED! (actually I'm the 1 who felt tired 1st)...OH YA! I was down with running nose and sore throat AGAIN! And it's worst this time. Caused I've been sneezing the whole day and my throat feels very dry. Wondered how am I supposed to go for the Vistarian Road Run this Friday.??.
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Monday, May 18, 2009
I just don't understand why people loved to spam blog recently? So free? go study lo..anyway, stayed back in school to study until 6 something. But actually, we only studied until 4 something, they the five of us (me, Zoe, peckgek, jasmine and wangwang) went running opposite our school. Me and peckgek ran for 2 whole runs, whereas the rest ran 1 round only. Well, after our runs, we rested for awhile. But peckgek and I kept running to the toilet to get tissues, because we feel like raining all over(: LOL! Our sweat just kept trickling down no matter how much we wipe it away..Exhausted!! then learnt dancing from wangwang..it was really hilarious!! Went home aftermath around 6 something reaching 7pm..tired!
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
OhOh. As usual, went to church service today. Beginning of my mood, I was frustrated and moody. But after service, guess what?! I was enlightened!! WHY? Because I saw HIM and he smiled at me!! So HAPPY!! Went home after that. Hmm...Slacked at home, rotted at home, and simply did nothing at home. LOL!! I just being a slacker the whole day!! Cooked spaghetti for the entire family *lucky didn't put laxative and vomit inside*. YUCKS! Blogging and blogging and blogging. Boring): OH YA! Thanks 28.12.08 sisters for praying for my 2ND sister, and thanks to those who helped in praying too!! LOVE YOU MANY MANY!! Gonna have temperature taking tomorrow and FINALLY P.E!!! YEAH!! Hope no raining for tomorrow please!!! It's nearly ages I've last had P.E. LOL! Due to the examinations...Praying hard now! Toodles
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Friday, May 15, 2009
Woke up early in the morning and headed to school for F&N "O" level practical EXAM! I was VERY NERVOUS...yup, stressing the word "VERY"! Surprisingly, I reached school at 7.05am, the earliest day ever..LOL! Went to the practical room and started memorising everything that I need(: Exam starts at 8am SHARP! I took half an hour to think, and another 15Min to cut all my ingredients. I was the LAST to start cooking, but eventually, the FIRST to finish! YEAH!! *so happy* teacher was very pleased with my cooking and garnishing, as well as my presentation(: huhu! After practical, bused to Punngol End together with Peckgek, Zoe and Jasmine, to take some pictures..suddenly got interests in photography. As usual, we went to feed the mosquitoes!!! ohoh, then we proceeded to pasir park, but before we even start walking into the PARK, it started RAINING!! So we've got no choice but to head to Elias Mall for sheltering. Rain stopped, and we bused back to school(: Jasmine went home first. Reached school , again, and it started to RAIN heavily!! So slept in the canteen until 6pm. Zoe and Peckgek tried to wake me up for around 5min..LOL! I was tired alright?! Trained home aftermath! Anyway, this was one of the pictures that I took during the expendition to punngol park.
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Oh my my...I realise I hasn't been updating my blog for the past few days! Well, I was quite tied up with my school work, and stayed back every day in school until 6pm for self studying with my friends(: OMGoodness!!! 1st June is reaching, and GUESS what? Chinese "O" level!!!! Idiot! People are having their holidays and I still have to return back to school for my Chinese "O" level papers, as well as the first and last week of the June holidays. Find this picture cute? Ya, I got it from Zoe(: And she still STRESSED that <---it looks like ME!!! LOL! Nvm, so CUTE!!!! Oh well, vexed over something that eventually spoils my mood too. Haish! Not gonna say here, because it isn't something to be happy and proud of. Sorry, but only some will know what exactly happen.
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
YAHOO~ it's Mother's Day today! Went to orchard to catch a movie " star trek" that I eventually fell in love with the guy with pointed ears and brows. LOL! Mum had a great day today, same as I did. Enjoyed the whole day, shopping and eating none STOP! LOL! Well, I've chosen to forgive and forget everything that had happened within this few days. Things that are small that eventually causes sisters to come to a conclusion of "quarrelling", probably. But I hope everything would end now. I asked the both of them :" Do you wish to end this 28.12.08 sister ship?" and they said "nope". At that point of time, I was touched. Despite such strong quarrelling, I can say that we stayed strong together. This was what I thought, but I don't know what's their thoughts were. I told them, I've got a feeling that our 28.12.08 sister ship will end very quickly, and someone might replace me to be their sister. My instincts told me to ask. IDK why too...My mind was in a haul now, don't know what to do.
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
To Jasmine:
I've read both of your blogs. And you're right. Maybe I should forgive the both of you and let things pass and continue to be the closest 28.12.08 sisters, ever. Yea I agreed, everyone did have mistakes in our lives. But why start when we know we have to apologies in the end? When didn't I ever admit when I'm in the wrong? When? And you know why I've chose to forgive? It's because I don't want to be the one that causes her to hurt herself, or maybe causes her life over such a SMALL UNIMPORTANT thing. I don't want her to come crying to me for forgiveness. I don't want the whole world to come blaming me that without my forgiveness, she end her life by cutting her wrist. But don't you think using threatening to gain forgiveness is ridiculous? I know she's your 7 years best friend, and I know obviously you'll side her and show her your sympathy. Do you know only losers uses threatening to gain something that they want? I'm not trying to say that she is a looser, but I'm only trying to say only losers does that. Maybe I should, once again, give my trust to her again. But how do I guarantee whether she wouldn't spill it out again? Yesterday is not a secret. I dare to say and I dared to admit. In yesterday's messages that you've sent to me, you said you were asking and not maligning me or blaming me. But have you ever wondered the tone that you used? It's more like you've already assumed that I claimed that you copy me in buying laptop when I didn't in the first place. The tone that you used is more likely to interrogation, and not asking. Maybe you're asking, but to me, you sounded like blaming and accusing me to say that I'm saying you're copying me in every way, worst still, lines to interrogation. Why do I say that? Go refresh on the first few messages that you've sent to me yesterday. If I were you, and I sent you that, won't the feeling that you get, similar to mine? you might have the same reaction as me, or probably not. I was totally shocked and devastated when I saw those messages, thinking that why will you sent me that when I didn't even say that in the first place. perhaps you might think that there's nothing wrong in the messages, but to me? Everything.
To PeckGek:
Hey, after second thought, maybe I should forgive you and forget all these things. But please, I'm begging you this time, you're not a loser. Because only losers uses threatening to gain things that they want. I'm not trying to start the quarrelling between you and Jasmine, because I believed that we could be back in the past. Being close sisters. Just like the day when we agreed to be sworn sisters on 28.12.08. Like I've said to Jasmine previously, yesterday is not a secret, I dare to say and I dared to admit. Just a word of advice to you, some things are better not to be said out. because it will cause thing to happen like yesterday. Oh ya. you don't have to kneel down and pray or cry, plead to GOD. It's dramatic.
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Just return from badminton with my sister and her friends. so exhausted!
I was really disappointed, frustrated and angry at the same time today. I was being mistaken by my ''sisters''. I was really hurt. When this take place, I was happy celebrating Mother's day in advance with my sisters and mum at compass point. My mood was totally DESTROYED by all these messages they sent. One after another..None of the messages were "UN-HURT" to me. Why do everyone mistake me for things that I've said or done? I just don't get it!!
I really don't know should I forgive and forget. But I do, it really takes time to.
Hais..Anyway, celebrated mother's day in advance. But gonna celebrate again on the actual day. So this means, we're not really celebrating. LOL!!
To peckgek:
You don't have to swear to GOD or cut your wrist or do anything to gain my trust. Because you'd already broken that one and only trust I've given to you. If I were to forgive you, I wouldn't be in the past, telling you everything. Things will eventually change because of the things you've done today. I can accept you apologies, but it takes time to heal. SORRY.
To Jasmine:
I don't know whether you blamed me or trying to malign me, but shouldn't you think that you should find out what's the actual story's about before sending me those messages that eventually HURTS me and SPOILS my mood for celebrating mother's day? Have you ever considered hurting me when you and peckgek sent those messages to me? I bet NO! I will forgive and forget, same thing, it takes time! SORRY.
To Zoe:
Thank you for the poem that's in your blog. thanks for delicating that to me. you've already done a great thing by praying for my mum and me. do not worry, I'll be strong, just like my mum does. THANK YOU
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Thursday, May 07, 2009
Oh my my!! I'm once again down with illness! Had flu for days and now, sore throat is attacking me!! Pain!!!!!!! Stayed back after school, again, for F&N coursework. After that, stayed awhile with peckgek for studies. Going to have F&N "O' level practical exam next Friday, which is a marking day. Marking day = no school for the rest except me = b'cuz got practical exam = Ida's nervous = Ida hates it!!
Cooking 4 dishes for practical, hope nothing will go wrong in the middle, and HOPE I won't get nervous!!! LOL!!! Take care Peeps(:
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
School ends at 10.55am today. Stayed back for F&N CRT till 3pm. Thanks pancake sister for waiting for me. Trained to Compass point together with pancake because she wanted to shop for her Mother's day present. Accompanied her around, and got hungry. So went to buy bread..and and and, that pancake took so long to finish her bread!! Shopped around guardian because pancake wanted to look for thermometer. She mistook the pregnancy test kit as thermometer..so embarrass!!! LOL!! Trained home aftermath around 6 something...Might be staying back for F&N again tomorrow...ohohnonomymy. STRESSED!!
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Tuesday, May 05, 2009
It's a BORING day in school today. Almost every lessons that we had today is redundant! English did..???...forgotten! Chinese got back our mid year papers...gotten 43.5/70 for paper 1, 38.5/70 for paper 2. SUCKX right? OMGoodness! thought I flunk! LOL! Had math..than 3 periods of F&N..was a chaos..because I was totally stuck at my coursework, time plan!! Gonna have CRT tomorrow after school. OH YA! No more sleeping late for tomorrow, had to report to school at the usual timing as the rest of the days. BORING! But eventually ends at 10.55am! Anyway, helped pancake to cut BANGX yesterday. and she got so-called "criticized" on her HAIR by PEOPLE today! What's wrong with those people?! People never say anything bout' your hair, what for start everything by those criticism? Nobody likes it okay?! what if I cut your hair BOTAK..and I say things that hurts your feeling? Like it?! NO RIGHT?! That's basic knowledge...
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Monday, May 04, 2009
Had English papers today. Paper 1 was alright, except paper 2! I wasn't feeling very well during paper 2, thought of giving up because I was really feeling giddy and sweating profusely despite of the cold wind blowing on me. I started praying for wisdom and hope GOD can help me calm my nerves... But I managed to finish the whole papers instead. Went home, changed and trained to BuangKok to wait for the girls. Trained to Doby Ghuat aftermath. Planned to go Mind Cafe, but it's under maintenance!! So disappointed. So went Cathay and we started splitting up into threes for lunch. Grace, Zhiying and fanyuan ate at Cathay, while Me, Jas and pancake went P.S LJS for lunch. Aftermath, Jas's bf came and walked walked with us. Sian 1/2..
To Jas Sister:
Hey girl, well, I'm really sorry for the things I've said today regarding your bf. I know I shouldn't have. I don't care whether he looked at my blog or not, but I just wanna say I'm sorry. I don't wish all this would jeopardise your relationship with him or me. I know nobody is perfect..but I hope what ever I did today wont affect you and him. SORRY GIRL!!!
HAPPY 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY SISTERSHOOD GIRLS!
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Sunday, May 03, 2009
Oh...Tomorrow having English Mid Year Exam already. And here I am, blogging instead of studying the format of the letter writing. Hmm..wangwang called me this afternoon asking me whether I wanna go Mind Cafe together with Grace, zhiying, Jasmine, Peckgek, dennis, and her, tomorrow afternoon after our papers. I rejected her invitation because I felt abit left out and on the other hand, wanna study for my O level. Actually staying back together with peckgek to study, but since she's going with them tomorrow, I was left with no choice but to return home to mug myself. Jas asked me along to..but told her bout' the left out/extra thingy, she mentioned that we 3 (peckgek, me and her) can be together , and they won't PS me because we're sisters.. Well, my reply was that if my mood was alright tomorrow, i'll go. But if it's at my worst, I won't turn up. So said the same thingy to wangwang too and she really hoped that my mood will be better tomorrow. Don't know for what reason, they seemed to want me to go with them...dottsssss...!!!! I know la..without me=no fun (BHB).LOL! Alright..gonna think whether I wanna go anot ba..byeee
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
OK! Had my Chinese Mid Year Examination on Thursday, which was a chaos for me! You know why? At the beginning of my papers, I was sweating like hell, because I was sitting right in front of the stage, meaning, I was the first one in the ROLL!!! and no fans was around me! The weather was scotching HOT, and I'm burning HOT! I supposed the teacher saw me sweating, so she place the fan behind me? So good of her...Before that, I was praying hard to GOD for wind. Surprisingly, rain started pouring! Wind started blowing! I was like "YEAH!! FINALLY" thank GOD! Ok, mid of the papers, I'm starting to feel nauseous for don't know what reason. End of the paper, I was feeling better. So had listening. After listening, went for F&N CRT. From 2pm to around 5.30pm.. So fun!! Did my coursework, which I hated the most! But eventually, able to "know" what the teacher is instructing us to do...
FYI, I'm going to open another blog soon..and that blog might be boring for people that do not know what happened in my life..I will not state down that URL! It will be better if you find it out yourself(:But this blog will still be around and kept updated.
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Baby, just promise me that you'll take my hands and love me. There's just something about y'that attracts me! And it's something VERY SPECIAL!