I seriously can't understand why?!
Why some people treated/follow me like a sticky melted marshmallow before O levels start, and after the results had been revealed, they just wiped me away with a wet tissue?!
Total ignorance given!!!
This kind of behaviour given is seriously intolerant and atrocious!
People like these is called "two-faced"!!! Before O's, kind and sweet face. Innocent face! After O's result, demons and Satan took over!!!
What the HELL is these people doing?! Playing with me?!
Stop all these stupid and childish things alright?!
The results I've received is not what I did NOTHING and gained in return..I strive hard, and practiced everyday for it!! I didn't lay back and do nothing. I am not a magician, neither am I a fortune teller nor a predictor!! I can't predict the out coming of my result, that is why I practiced for it!
You told me the wrong formula and I didn't curse you for the 3-5 marks that you caused me to lose! (Only disappointment) In fact, I thanked you because you let me realize that I shouldn't relay on others to achieve my goals. When the posting of the campus and course we're accepted in is out, you asked me and I told you without hesitating! But when it's my turn to ask, you aborted my question and didn't reply to it! I, eventually had to know through my friend.
I just wanted to tell you, I will never look down on you no matter which campus you ended in..so shouldn't you be happy for me, and not stab me in return?!
If you're behaviour is never to change, what for we continue in this friendship, am I wrong to say that?? You must be wondering why I need to know which campus you ended in and what result did you received for O's since I did better than you, which eventually caused you to be berserk after knowing mine..LET ME TELL YOU THIS! I never in my life wanted to push you down, neither did I laughed at you! All I wanna do is to encourage you to carry on with your life, nothing else. But what can I do since you put it this way?!

I seriously can't understand why?!
Why some people treated/follow me like a sticky melted marshmallow before O levels start, and after the results had been revealed, they just wiped me away with a wet tissue?!
Total ignorance given!!!
This kind of behaviour given is seriously intolerant and atrocious!
People like these is called "two-faced"!!! Before O's, kind and sweet face. Innocent face! After O's result, demons and Satan took over!!!
What the HELL is these people doing?! Playing with me?!
Stop all these stupid and childish things alright?!
The results I've received is not what I did NOTHING and gained in return..I strive hard, and practiced everyday for it!! I didn't lay back and do nothing. I am not a magician, neither am I a fortune teller nor a predictor!! I can't predict the out coming of my result, that is why I practiced for it!
You told me the wrong formula and I didn't curse you for the 3-5 marks that you caused me to lose! (Only disappointment) In fact, I thanked you because you let me realize that I shouldn't relay on others to achieve my goals. When the posting of the campus and course we're accepted in is out, you asked me and I told you without hesitating! But when it's my turn to ask, you aborted my question and didn't reply to it! I, eventually had to know through my friend.
I just wanted to tell you, I will never look down on you no matter which campus you ended in..so shouldn't you be happy for me, and not stab me in return?!
If you're behaviour is never to change, what for we continue in this friendship, am I wrong to say that?? You must be wondering why I need to know which campus you ended in and what result did you received for O's since I did better than you, which eventually caused you to be berserk after knowing mine..LET ME TELL YOU THIS! I never in my life wanted to push you down, neither did I laughed at you! All I wanna do is to encourage you to carry on with your life, nothing else. But what can I do since you put it this way?!

HELLO EVERYBODY!
Posting results is out! and I'm posted to RP Aerospace Engineering!
Don't worry, I've chosen this course too(:
Hmm, I'm quite worry that I'll be the only girl in that course, cause not many girls would chose this course!!!!
I kinda felt discouraged in the first place because of all the negative information shared by some of my friends regarding RP!!
However, I managed to stand up and face the reality! Some people say that the certs. in RP is not recognise..and some even say it's a disgrace to be in RP!
But people! The standard for RP is the same as other polytechnics now ok?! it is recognized and supported! So please don't rune RP's reputation(:
I study hard this time and get into University..so that my future will be recognise!!!
Cheer up my friends that ended up in the school/course that the don't like.
Hope is always there for you(:
rest assured. you'll do well!

It's My 18th Birthday tomorrow! YEA!!
Gonna be present for tomorrow's choir..I don't know why..?
But seriously, I felt some kind of neglection received from the others..I got a kinda weird feeling whenever I stepped into choir..Don't know why too..
It's like, I'm not blend in with them at all...
I just hope time can overcome everything..just hope one day I could blend in with them and joy in their laughters and sorrows.

Oh man! Blogger is down again!
Well, submitted my 12 choices on Thursday..I almost forgot about it, luckily my Mum reminded me..LOL! Went for my church youth choir, and it wasn't that frightening as what I thought it would be..hmm, attended the gathering and went last Saturday..
We kinda started preparing ourselves for the upcoming Easter Concert, that would be lest than 4 months from now..
So, we don't really have much time to waste..gonna attend every week!
As a part of youth choir, this will be my first performance on stage..(:
And one of my friend kinda asked me whether do I have any stage fright or not, because they would help me with that..Hmm, I doubt so!
LOL! Sadly, didn't read much lately..unable to find a book that interest me and that's terrible..
Well, O level's over and something tells me that it's time for us to go our separate ways.."From a group of 7 and now became separated." This sentence was taken from Jasmine's blog..I kinda felt it the same without her mentioning..we were a clique of 7, however, within that clique, we were separated into 2 different groups..one 3 and one 4..shan't mention the names.
Suddenly, I found no sense of belonging to anywhere..not at all! I felt alone, left out!! We will never know which school we will be posted to until the day of posting, 27 Jan! Let's leave it to fate..maybe some of us will be in the same school..maybe some don't at all..

HELLO! I got back my results! I PASSED!!!!!
shall not reveal my marks here..
ALRIGHT! I'm eligible for all polytechnics!!!
so excited man!
congrats to all my friends for receiving good grades..
Hmm, gonna have to rack my brain to think of which course to choose already..toodles!

HELLO EVERYONE!
Read the newspaper today, and it seemed like O's result will be release this coming Monday! OMGoodness! I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!!!
I'm nervous, petrified, and I'm lost of words!
and and and Saturday is approaching FAST! My nervousness is building up every single day! Oh nono!!!
All I can do is to pray hard that everything would go smoothly for me, be it my results or Saturday's choir! I really hope I could make alot of new friends...
Hmm, my fat fat tummy hasn't been behaving recently..often get diarrhea and stomachache! so..maybe I should consult the doctor asap about it.
Oh yeah! I'm gonna start my exercise from tomorrow onwards..gonna wake up 'slightly' early to do morning exercise..in my room! LOL! Wanna lose FATS!!! I'm starting to grow fat recently..die!!!
Alright! gonna turn in now..have to get a super duper good rest..BIG DAY TOMORROW!!