Another day had passed! Another sweet and loving day with tan dardar(:
Math UT2 result had been released. Was devastated once again~!
Omgoodness was what I said! ~Sigh~
Dardar~ If you might notice, it wasn't me smiling/laughing today..it was only my skin that's doing the job (I think you wouldn't know ba).
My heart wasn't really HAPPY..though I may be smiling sweetly at you. Or laughing at your random jokes...sorry, but I wasn't!
What my lips was saying, totally contradicts to what my heart/mind was thinking.

Lips:"NVM~! I don't care already..don't bother anymore"
Heart/mind:"what happened?! why?!"

Suddenly I felt DUMB! VERY DUMB!
Broke down while bathing~ asking myself why am I so stupid...why can't I think of the questions?! Asking myself~ Do someone really smart, deserved someone that's dumb?
I don't know~!!!
I just don't feel right inside~

Another day had passed! Another sweet and loving day with tan dardar(:
Math UT2 result had been released. Was devastated once again~!
Omgoodness was what I said! ~Sigh~
Dardar~ If you might notice, it wasn't me smiling/laughing today..it was only my skin that's doing the job (I think you wouldn't know ba).
My heart wasn't really HAPPY..though I may be smiling sweetly at you. Or laughing at your random jokes...sorry, but I wasn't!
What my lips was saying, totally contradicts to what my heart/mind was thinking.

Lips:"NVM~! I don't care already..don't bother anymore"
Heart/mind:"what happened?! why?!"

Suddenly I felt DUMB! VERY DUMB!
Broke down while bathing~ asking myself why am I so stupid...why can't I think of the questions?! Asking myself~ Do someone really smart, deserved someone that's dumb?
I don't know~!!!
I just don't feel right inside~