Please tell me what to do once again!
Something's wrong with mama's mind...AGAIN~!
I'm stucked! Confused! And devastated over what happened. UT2 is on this coming Monday..and this happened again~!
Why does it have to happen everytime when I'm having TESTS or EXAMINATIONS?!?!?! Why am I ALWAYS distracted by all these?!?!?!?!
I really need to cry!I don't want to keep things inside anymore! I don't want to act as if I'm very happy on the outside but bleeding on the inside! I wished I could stop breathing for a while! Leaving my brain EMPTY/BLANK! I hope my mum will be better(:

I prayed and beg that God would take all her unhappiness and troubles away from her!
I prayed and beg that she'll look on the positive side when she face any situation in her life!
I prayed and beg that our family will be united!
I prayed and beg that everything will stop bothering me!
I prayed and beg that I'll not be distracted and do badly for my UTs!
And lastly, I prayed and beg that God would take care of my family..
I am not avoiding at all..it's just that, I can't take it anymore. It comes and go. I'm a human too..I have feelings and emotions. I don't wish to bother and care...but can I? NO!!!
Tell me what shall I do?!

Please tell me what to do once again!
Something's wrong with mama's mind...AGAIN~!
I'm stucked! Confused! And devastated over what happened. UT2 is on this coming Monday..and this happened again~!
Why does it have to happen everytime when I'm having TESTS or EXAMINATIONS?!?!?! Why am I ALWAYS distracted by all these?!?!?!?!
I really need to cry!I don't want to keep things inside anymore! I don't want to act as if I'm very happy on the outside but bleeding on the inside! I wished I could stop breathing for a while! Leaving my brain EMPTY/BLANK! I hope my mum will be better(:

I prayed and beg that God would take all her unhappiness and troubles away from her!
I prayed and beg that she'll look on the positive side when she face any situation in her life!
I prayed and beg that our family will be united!
I prayed and beg that everything will stop bothering me!
I prayed and beg that I'll not be distracted and do badly for my UTs!
And lastly, I prayed and beg that God would take care of my family..
I am not avoiding at all..it's just that, I can't take it anymore. It comes and go. I'm a human too..I have feelings and emotions. I don't wish to bother and care...but can I? NO!!!
Tell me what shall I do?!