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Thursday, July 30, 2009
What shall I do? Please tell me..I'm seriously LOST!
I'm really bleeding profusely inside me now! I thought I was a good friend..but however, I was WRONG!
I was there to give advice in times of need.
Showed care and concern for you.
When you needed money, I was there to lend.
When you are in needs of a pair of listening ears, I was there.
When you need a shoulder to cry on, never would I fail to be there for you.
I never mention abit at all, or blamed you when you were not there beside me when I needed help and your concern. I never!
But why? WHY NOW?! WHY ALL THESE CAME FALLEN ON ME WHEN IM IN A DILAPIDATED STATE?! WHY?!!! I tried to amend what went wrong with our friendship..but now, everything seems LOST for me. I felt a sudden pierced into my heart! A pierce that is so deep that I could die from bleeding.
I never thought of negative things when it comes talking about our friendship.
Recalling back every moments, every flashback, every hours, minutes and seconds we had in the past. All these seems to HURT now!
I apologised! But it doesn't work, does it?! There's nothing left for me to say now..My heart's dead. From this hour, this minute, this second, this year, this month and this day!! you can hide everything, all you want. It doesn't really bother me anymore. REALLY!
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Baby, just promise me that you'll take my hands and love me. There's just something about y'that attracts me! And it's something VERY SPECIAL!