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Sometimes I'm just wondering..why all the bad things fell upon me?! My mum's sinusitis is BACK once again. I've got a bad feeling that my family's breaking up. My elder sister left the house, with everything that belongs to her! Failed to return even if it's Father's or Mother's day. Or even days that are memoriable. WHY? Now follwed by my 2nd sister. She seldome have tiffs with my mum & dad, but why now, recently, she often quarrel with them over small things or things that ain't important at all?! After working, she would often return home late. It doesn't sound like her in the past. she's starting to get sensative over the smallest thing on EARTH!
Everything changes ever since my Elder sister left! My family have had a distance with each other..conversations seems lesser each passing days. Again, why? Suddenly, I felt that this isn't the place I belong to! Where's the lively family I once had? Parents ain't quarreling that often, that's good to hear! But speaking bout' conversations, forget it! It really really hurts to see the outcome of my family now! I had been mugging so hard for my prelims as well as "O" level, but I just can't focus! I find that I've screwed up all my prelims papers. I really need help now!! It's really time for me to put in all my effort into studying and nothing else, really, nothing else! I wanted to patch things up for my family, but HOW?! I've tried in every way, but, to no avail!! I ran out of ideas~

One last thing, sincerely, I wanted to apologise to all my friends. I know I've been giving attitude to all of y'now a days. I'm SORRY SORRY and SORRY! Please also spare a thought for me..can? Given my family's status, I really hope y'all could really to give in. I've noticed the way I'm behaving recently, but, that's not the way I wanted it to be too! I'm stressed in every way. Stressed in Family and stressed in studying! My attitude might affect the outcome of our friendship, but all I hope is, IT'LL NEVER! I wanted to treasure this friendships and those things we've done in the past. I really do! I tried to put everything behind, tried to relax myself. Knock out all things that were affectious. I'VE TRIED MY VERY BEST! Yet, I failed! I'm really sorry peeps/cliques. Hope y'all could understand what I'm going through right now! SORRY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLUEBERRY ICE CREAM!!!


Sometimes I'm just wondering..why all the bad things fell upon me?! My mum's sinusitis is BACK once again. I've got a bad feeling that my family's breaking up. My elder sister left the house, with everything that belongs to her! Failed to return even if it's Father's or Mother's day. Or even days that are memoriable. WHY? Now follwed by my 2nd sister. She seldome have tiffs with my mum & dad, but why now, recently, she often quarrel with them over small things or things that ain't important at all?! After working, she would often return home late. It doesn't sound like her in the past. she's starting to get sensative over the smallest thing on EARTH!
Everything changes ever since my Elder sister left! My family have had a distance with each other..conversations seems lesser each passing days. Again, why? Suddenly, I felt that this isn't the place I belong to! Where's the lively family I once had? Parents ain't quarreling that often, that's good to hear! But speaking bout' conversations, forget it! It really really hurts to see the outcome of my family now! I had been mugging so hard for my prelims as well as "O" level, but I just can't focus! I find that I've screwed up all my prelims papers. I really need help now!! It's really time for me to put in all my effort into studying and nothing else, really, nothing else! I wanted to patch things up for my family, but HOW?! I've tried in every way, but, to no avail!! I ran out of ideas~

One last thing, sincerely, I wanted to apologise to all my friends. I know I've been giving attitude to all of y'now a days. I'm SORRY SORRY and SORRY! Please also spare a thought for me..can? Given my family's status, I really hope y'all could really to give in. I've noticed the way I'm behaving recently, but, that's not the way I wanted it to be too! I'm stressed in every way. Stressed in Family and stressed in studying! My attitude might affect the outcome of our friendship, but all I hope is, IT'LL NEVER! I wanted to treasure this friendships and those things we've done in the past. I really do! I tried to put everything behind, tried to relax myself. Knock out all things that were affectious. I'VE TRIED MY VERY BEST! Yet, I failed! I'm really sorry peeps/cliques. Hope y'all could understand what I'm going through right now! SORRY!