My life's been filled with ups and downs..
What can I say? I just missed him too much. I'll think of him whenever I am..
How? Why? What should I do?
All I can say is that, in my world, he is a prince charming to me..and he's always around..
However, I can bet that in his world, I was never to be found.
And I being stupid? Although he is a graduate student, and I've mentioned before saying that we're incompatible, but I returned my feelings to him in a way that nobody knows what I'm thinking..
I saw him in church last Saturday..and WOW! I don't know..it just, happened like, I'm walking in a nursery, full of flowers. Filled with joy! But the main problem is that, I don't have the chance and guts to talk to him at all..and I think neither does he have that too~
Even though we bumped into each other, walked passed each other coincidentally, we don't talk at all! really, NOT AT ALL!!!
I wanted to talk, and get to know him more, but failed! It fail every time. Don't ask me why. Maybe we're not fated to be with each other, or maybe this is what GOD planned to be..A challenge for us?
I just don't know..