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Monday, January 04, 2010
Oh well! It's the first day of school for basically everyone, except me! I'm still waiting patiently for my O levels result that will probably be release next week(: Kinda nervous about it..
Hmm, I'm deciding to join my church's youth choir that will be commencing this Saturday! I thought it will better to join choir for a fresh start for a new year..Besides, there will be a orientation youth choir for the new joined members. It'll be better to join this Saturday so that I'll get a chance to introduce myself to everyone..However, I'm really really NERVOUS!!! Honestly speaking, I don't really know the teenagers well, apart from some of them. So I really hope I'll get rid of my nervousness and make some new friends(:
Although I'm sociable and approachable (I hope I am, haha), when it comes to making new friends/attending something alien to me, I'll normally take a step back or become quiet, never as chatty as what I often am! I think it really takes time to get to know everybody..
This Saturday will definitely be a huge challenge for me..I'll have to make the first move in order to break free from nervousness..
In Christmas 2008, Pastor Charles asked me to join choir, and I promised him I'll join next year (2009). However, I didn't because I was really busy due to my O levels...Last year's Christmas (2009), he mentioned again...twice. This time, I told myself that I should not drag any longer...So, I might be attending my first youth choir this Saturday! Seriously speaking, I attended church ever since I was 8 months old, still arm-carried by my mum..Let's just say that I grew up in church..and I started my children choir when I grew up...However, I started losing tracks when I first stepped into my Secondary life..And eventually, I stopped attending church for quite some time.. At that time, I lost contacts with all my friends in church, and that makes me a so-called loner when I started going back to church by God's lead..So now, I wanted to blend in once again with all my friends in church, and I seriously hope I can after joining choir(:
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