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Friday, November 13, 2009
Yuppie! O level is OVER! YEAH..Hiphiphurray!
Hmm, seriously speaking, I'm kinda bored staying at home these few days, but what to do? LOL!
As I've mentioned before, most of my friends have found their perfect job, I supposed. However, I still don't wish to work, YET. So..no work for me until the right moment reaches!
Having said that, I've got tons of ACTIVITIES waiting ahead for me in line:D
Will not be free until graduation high tea, which falls on 20th November, Friday. After that, will be going in to Malaysia to get my hair done...Then, flying off again on the 5th December for holiday with my relatives and my mum. My dad as well as my sister won't be tagging alone..HAHA!!! Hmm, after returning back, probably class chalet? IDK, they haven't plan yet, I think! ....then followed by O level Results! Hoho..doom's day!!!
Well, actually there's something bothering me these few days and I've been thinking about it for days...yea yea, relationship stuff again! Told and reminded myself a lot of times to STOP thinking about him, but I can't. I told myself that, this relationship isn't going to start at all, there's gonna be NOTHING between us no matter what. Even though I dreamt about the two of us, or having done day-dreaming about us, I always woke up and told myself once and once again that, it's not going to happen or take place at all, so just wake up! Forget about dreaming, day-dreaming or even fabricating my own story. It's not gonna work at all!!! Yea.. people told me once before that having one way ticket is a torture..and I totally agreed to that. Sometimes I prayed to the Lord, asking for advice..I prayed to Him, telling Him that maybe it's time to give up..maybe he's not the right guy for me. However, I still can't manage to forget his face in my mind..I tried to erase it, however it appeared again. Saw him in church, I tried to look away..pretend he's not there..but I just can't help to look at him..As I prayed again in church and told the Lord that it's time to give up, ended my prayer and open my eyes, he walked passed me..What am I supposed to do? IDK, really! All I could hope is, one day, he'll manage to find this blog, and understand what I really feel for him...
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Baby, just promise me that you'll take my hands and love me. There's just something about y'that attracts me! And it's something VERY SPECIAL!